The first of everything...

I've seen or heard people do this in the past, but I don't think I've really experienced it at this level. "The first time since..."

This is my first Father's day since I lost my dad.

I think of him a lot. I miss him a lot. I cry a lot. More than people know. I want him back.

I'm scared of losing this blog about everything that is my family and started with being scared about losing my dad all those years ago. I came here looking for something. I think it was a picture, but now I'm just rambling on and on about things.

I love you dad.