I missed an entire year of posting. It also seems I was super close to missing 2025 as well.
I keep renewing the URL so I'm not sure what that really means. I still miss my dad. I think of him a lot. I cry less, but it isn't zero.
The revolving considerations around Larry usually take the following path:
Would he be proud of me?
Does he care if I visit his grave? This one is a weird one I admit, but I also admit that I think it each time I do go.
Sometimes I try to remember some bad times with my dad. I can conjure up a couple. I hope that is all there are and I'm not just making it up.
I do a lot of math about how old I am now vs. what he was doing at the same age. This is probably normal.
Do my kids remember him? and how? I want them to, but I'm sometimes afraid to ask in case they say 'Not really' or 'Yeah, a little'
That's all for now. Sorry 2024.
